What Do I Even Like?

Yesterday I was at Goodwill with my mom and brother and while I was looking at the clothing, my brother asked me what "Paige as a mom" wanted for Christmas. It was in that moment I realized, I don't really know what I like any more. All I could think about was diapers or Starbucks and Starbucks really doesn't count.

I've found myself trying to figure out what I actually like besides anything to do with Ella and boy, it's a tough one. When your little person comes into the world nothing else seems to matter - nothing. What do moms like? I like face wash and face lotions or grocery shopping... Anything organic or all natural... plants are neat, like the scallions I'm proudly growing in a cup in the kitchen. The scallions are like my little plant children.

I'm 21 years old and that's all I got on the list of 'what I like' - What an odd thing.

Mom Likes:
plants
groceries
face lotions
eye cream
organic
all natural
nifty cooking spatulas
candles
diapers
baby clothes
baby headbands
baby socks (because we all know the washer eats them)
baby shoes
baby lotions
baby teethers
baby food
baby walkers
baby blankets
a cute nursing bra...oh wait, those don't exist

What do you like?

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