Look At This Madness

  I’m pretty sure I just saw the man of my dreams… And now he’s gone… Forever. I was at the post office getting money orders when a handsome cowboy walks in right behind me.   He had a nice brown cowboy hat, blue button up shirt, some rather nice fitting jeans and boots, of course. At that moment I realized something….. I should probably start dressing better. I was wearing a Lion King sweatshirt with black cutoff shorts and sandals. Not even cute sandals, they were basically slides but for a boat. If that makes sense. I stood there in line, trying to look as confident and pretty as possible, but you can only be so pretty with your hair in a bun wearing a sweatshirt and grungy shorts.   I made attempts to steal glances at him, but he didn’t notice. It wasn’t long until I was called up to the cashier and was then having to socialize with the cashier while he printed my money orders.   The cowboy was right beside me with the other teller and all I could do was try to s...

Here's my version of spoken word poetry. I kid you not, these lines were written with no pause, no second thought - just my thoughts pouring directly from the source, through my fingertips and onto this very screen. Featuring dramatic photo from Tumblr. I’m glad you have friends to help you forget your sins I’m over here crying feeling like I’m dying and all alone my voice a low tone all because I have this shitty job sit here and sob becuase it’s just me no friends i can see i did not betray you i was never untrue you broke your word ignored what you heard and it cost you this love but my hearts not so tough becuase I’m back you I cannot lack you ran away i thought you’d stay and while the world gives you comfort they forget i am also hurt im sitting here holding back tears unable to sleep unable to weep swollen eyes not feeling very wise my heart is aching any smile I’ll be faking you broke a promise what di...