Look At This Madness

It's no lie, most of us know I have dated, talked to, and "girl-friended" a lot of guys. And for what? Because I can't stand to be alone? Because I like the attention? Because I want to figure out what I want in a future spouse? Because it's fun and I get tired of the last one? The truth is, I believe everyone deserves a chance. Naturally, I am a bubbly individual and as one of my friends said, I am also a "boy magnet." Keep in mind I say that as humbly as humble gets. I don't know why, I can't help it - guys enter my life as easily as change goes in a jar. I enjoy talking to people and generally get a long better with guys (I feel there is a shortage of females in Riverside) yet at the same time, I have lost a lot of friends because they begin liking me past just being friends. Looking at love-life past, I would only consider two relationships to be serious. One two years and the other a year and a half. Aside from that, some were flings - w

Elsewhere Madness - noun - 1. Madness caused by the desire to be anywhere but where one currently is 2. A strong desire to move elsewhere that doesn't involve places one has seen a million times 3. A madness that comes over an individual at the sight of a place they wish to travel  *note: when all of these feelings are taken into account as currently being experienced, it is time for a move or vacation. *Example sentences: 1. I'm starting to feel elsewhere madness after sifting through my pictures from Seattle, Washington. 2. After not have gone to the beach in three months I am starting to have elsewhere madness.

I was outside of the vintage store I am working at watering the plants when he walked past and said good morning. I kindly smiled and returned the casual conversation, "good morning." a few minutes later he walked by and began telling me something, "Yesterday a white guy calls me nigger and what do I do? I turn around and punch him. well after that he began running and who's the one who gets written up by the cop? Me. He got off on everything. you know, people better be careful what they say around here. I tell my girlfriend to expect the unexpected in every situation." "I'm sorry to hear that."  "Well anyway, you have a good day, God bless."                                                               "You have a good day too." Whether or not his story is true, it disgusts me to know there are still individuals who look down on someone for their race. People shouldn't "judge a book by its cover" but by